http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/ love will find us again Tue, 20 Jul 2004 06:30:06 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. Writing Family Issues Music http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/archive/22.html Tue, 20 Jul 2004 14:25:27 GMT I haven't updated in a while, but i think I'll just talk about whats going on now with my life. Currently I'm working myself out of the world yet again because I fell heavily into it sadly but yet never loosing faith I would come out. Mike from church (the one who plays in the worship band) called me out of the blue yesterday and was talking about interest in our band Magdalene. We havent actually practiced like this whole summer, but we are starting up this week and he just so happens to want to try it out. I just sold my drums so whenever I get that compensation then I am going to seek... (more) http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/comments?id=22 http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Sun, 18 Apr 2004 17:44:55 GMT You know, i'm glad that God is merciful i just wish i wouldnt take advantage of his grace sometimes. One day he wont forgive me anymore :( i hope i can fix myself before then. DONT get me wrong i love myself i just hate how i put myself in bad situations... this song is a sign of self expression for this period in my life "the reason ~ HOobAsTAnK" I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change... (more) http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21 http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/archive/20.html Sat, 28 Feb 2004 21:56:01 GMT yesterday was awesome went bowling with Jesse, Laura and Brian. then came home went with ashes to dollar tree then went and hung out with Nick and Laura moved some stuff to Lauras and then went to skatepark. Adam from Taking Back Sunday was there, funny how i didnt even know his name until last night. I mean I like their music and I think they rock but yeah im not into the psycho obsessive thing where I find out all the info on the bands I listen to music I like and thats the extent of it. I thought that i would be really different around him, but i wasnt. I made a comment about his dr.... (more) http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/comments?id=20 http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/archive/19.html Thu, 26 Feb 2004 01:56:53 GMT Got a call this morning that I was going to be offered a job at North Main Cafe and that I would be on a probationary period for the job !!! So that was a great way to start off my day, also i was in a clinic with the School of the Arts today. It was soo awesome. I loved it soo much I learned a lot. I felt a little intimidated after the NCSA people left though because people were questioning my judgement and ability to dance. i dont know why i let things get to me like that. I really shouldn't :( Anywho, today was awesome, minus the fact I missed church I was really upset about that. I... (more) http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/comments?id=19 http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/archive/18.html Tue, 24 Feb 2004 04:02:39 GMT Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Candidate A Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologists. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate... (more) http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/comments?id=18 http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/archive/17.html Thu, 19 Feb 2004 03:06:10 GMT All week I have been worried about performing tonight at church and now that it is over i feel awesome. I let go and it sounded so right the music and emotion and everything it made me feel happy, and hopefully God smiled and said yeah thats how you rock it out!!! \m/ hehe i can only hope. I got accepted to UNCG, which i still need to call my aunt about anywho.. and I am really happy about that because i was worried about paying for other college applications as well. I talked to Mrs. Mortimer about me not being able to dance last game of the season and we got through it all. I'd like... (more) http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/comments?id=17 http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/archive/16.html Tue, 17 Feb 2004 02:05:52 GMT Everything is going well right now. I turned in another Job Application and applied to ECU. I am about to go upstairs and send off to take the SAT's again. Things are pretty awesome. Grave Angel is playing at the church this wednesday and if you didnt know that is my band :)! I am so happy that I am finally going to be able to show people how strong my love and faith and everything is in Christ and his happiness I hope people can feel what I feel...Here are the lyrics to the song incase you guys cant be there or dont know what I am saying// "Dislocated" Why do i feel so absent... (more) http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/comments?id=16 http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/archive/15.html Sat, 14 Feb 2004 15:37:13 GMT Ok so today is Valentines day... WOOHOO! I am just so happy to say that I dont feel the need to have anyone. :)! i know you people probably dont care but yeah it makes me happy to know I can be content with waiting on whomever God wants me to be with. I havent updated in a while because I really didnt have a lot of time. So lets catch up in the life of Sylvia... eeeww just ate a piece of chocolate with nuts in it... ugh... I was fired from my job. Not because of my work ethic mind you but she wanted me to be there 5 days a week and I told her before I wasnt going to sacrifice my... (more) http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/comments?id=15 http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/archive/14.html Wed, 04 Feb 2004 21:39:33 GMT Today I was thinking about a lot of things. One thing I finally decided i would accept is people and their opinions on me. For example.... many people (not my christian friends though) think I am a bad christian that I am supposed to be something so much better and that I should know the bible back and front and have every single answer to their questions, but I dont. I am working on getting deeper in my religion but I am not there yet. It just really bothers me that people can judge, ahh I can never say what I mean in words or type them in letters. I am just saying, most people think I am... (more) http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/comments?id=14 http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/archive/13.html Tue, 27 Jan 2004 16:26:16 GMT I wish i knew all these artists I listen to all the time but its cool. Jesse gave me some really cool punk stuff i never really was into before. I really am interested in starting up a jazzy blues band that i could play violin in and what not. I think that would be really cool. I was thinking since I have all this emotion about my faith i should write about it and maybe get some advice from others. For awhile i hated telling other people how i felt because i felt as if i was buggin them and i felt guilty.. so hmm// lets talk about guilt. I seem to take things to heart, well I used to... (more) http://inhishadow.blogdrive.com/comments?id=13